I thought I lived a dream

 I thought I lived a dream,

Who would have known 30years ago

I had a link it was easy, it was magic

Between fantaisy and reality

Hiding behind the screen, no insecurities

But there was more to it

So listen to me 

I could see it all

Interferences and perversities

Manipulations and all the legal words

The net can offer to describe all this

I didn't deserve it, this negativity

 But I was fierce to protect my connexion with you 

This proximity, this intimacy,

Too much jalousy broke the charm, 

Gave me the alarm,

Broke my dreams, evaporated

So I gave them what they wanted

I gave up what made it so special

What made me so special

I gave up the links

I gave up my dreams

I told you, tried to explain to you

Tried to rationalise 

But you didn't see it

Didn't want to see it

Maybe it was irrational and too sentimental

I confused you, went beyond the line

Your attention gave me the wrong signals

And I believed I was 15 again

Looking at your posters, kissing you on the lips

I thought I could make dreams happen

In this virtual world and in your universe

Let me sink further, fall into the hole

The world didn't want t know 

How important it was for me

And how unfair it had all become

The world was too busy getting your attention

All for one one for all not in my opinion

I was getting what they wanted

I became what they wanted

I wanted revenge I had no sympathy

Until justice was done I was going to fight

Living in an attic feeling sad

More and more isolated

Tracking in return looking for clues

Tracked and trapped I wanted to die

How ridiculous you all turned against me

I was ashamed, I kept going

I wanted to deserve what I got

I became a warrior, your public ennemy.

I wanted forgiveness, you stopped communicating

I was like a herpes, a bad weed, your nightmare

I needed to go, get out of here, leave you alone

I begged you every day to make me know

You had other priorities

You must think I am mad

I knew I was throwing my life away

You had better things to do

I was a little girl trapped in my body

My days were meaningless, I was so obsessed 

Lost track of reality, lost myself, lost you and my family

I know I could have been a friend

I know it will never be the same

I know it's me, I'm so ashamed

Don't forget me, don't let me go

It will never be the same but I 'll try

I'll try I promise…

And I'll never forget the things you did for me